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Sunday, May 30th, 2004
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8:48 am - And away I go....!
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One of these days, when Jenn has the time to save all my entries, this journal is going to go away. Why? Well, why not? I don't write in it very much anymore, for various reasons. And truth be told, I haven't been a very happy muse lately. I'm pretty much just for her now, and that's fine. A little sad, but fine.
Ken and Speed have already deleted their journal, and Sai-chan got rid of his extra one. All that's left is mine. So, see ya Koushirou and Rasu! And Wolves! Hearts and love and all that cutesy junk. n_n
current mood:  stressed
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| Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
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9:45 am - Bwhahaha!!!!
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Some guy on Dino's weird macrophile forum has been making nifty little flash games, and most of them in some way involve some variation of Greymon stepping on things - little humans or pikachus.
These games are great! Stepping on things with my digimon is sooooooo satisfying!!! Ha ha ha! It's so much fun to step on a helpless little pikachu, and it's a major stress reliever to pop them like little ticks. Heeeeeee! XD Makes me wonder what riding on Wargreymon's shoulder as he rampages through a city would be like..... hmm... that's not an entirely bad idea. I'm already a Dark Lord of the Sith, and Dark Lord of Mordor (betcha didn't know that, did ya? Sauron? *pfft* Please... I got rid of him eons ago.... ) There's no reason why I couldn't be King of Earth too.... I mean, I'm already telling the United Nations what to do in a couple different RPs. I bet they'd let me rule if I threatened them with letting Wargreymon knock down their pretty building....
You know.... we really could have done some major damage with our digimon.... Save the world? What did that get us? The REAL power would have been in domination.
*evil chuckle*
current mood:  predatory
current music: the Cure - Bloodflowers
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| Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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9:12 pm - Heh....
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| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
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11:56 pm - Super Awesome Playlist PART TWO
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Okay, so Jenn's live journal client has a character limit! We can deal.
I only had four songs left!!!
( Back to the playlist! )
current mood:  pleased
current music: Erasure - Moon & the Sky
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11:50 pm - The Long Awaited Super Spectacular PLAYLIST!!
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Cripes.... a long time ago... I dunno way back during the summer or something... Kenny had this brilliant idea that him and me and Speed should all kill some time by listing the songs on our various playlists and try to explain why we liked or picked our songs and what they mean to us and junk. So, I started on mine first, and I was mostly done with it. Kenny started on his, but he got stuck on a song and never went back to it, so I guess the idea was abandoned.
Yeah well, that don't fly with me. I worked HARD to list all my songs and write something up for each of them, so I'm going to post 'em even if Ken and Daisuke don't. So there! >P 'Sides, I got nothing better to do right now.
Anyway, here's my playlist, and the only order the songs are in is... no real order at all. And this is my personal playlist, so it's mostly songs I would sing... if I could sing... Jenn's got a totally separate playlist for songs she thinks are Taito or Yamachi or Taishirou or otherwise.... like that Weird Al song "Good Enough For Now" that me and Mina like isn't on my list. But there are a couple 'Yamachi' songs on my list, simply because I like them enough I want them on my list. So, that's the way it goes.
Okay then.
I think that it should go without saying that I got Yuuki wo Tsubasa ni Shite, Atarashii Taiyou, Team, and Adventurer on my list. So, I'm not gonna list them. I'm also not going to list Thompson Twins Play With Me, because it's all instrumental and doesn't have any words except some breathy chick moaning "play with meeeee" alot. Oh, and there are whip cracks too. ;D I'm also not going to include that Arvil Lavigne song "I'm With You" because I just recently posted those lyrics in my journal. That's my current angst song, though.
Plus, Jenn gave me a webpage with all my songs on it. Isn't she sweet? It's got an extra song on it I didn't list here - Dennis Leary's "I'm An Asshole", which is where the inspiration for my favorite RP vehicle, the hot pink caddy, came from. It's a funny song. Anyway, that page is HERE
( Here we go! )
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Alice Cooper - Hell is Living WIthout You
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| Monday, January 5th, 2004
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8:53 pm - For the last time.....
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003
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7:49 am - I like winter
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It was really pretty out this morning. Alaska's gotten on and off snowfall this weekend, but early on today there was a cold snap so the temp is hovering right around zero in funky F. That makes any snowfall really crystally, so under the streetlights it looks like thousands of tiny diamonds are falling. Really freakin' pretty.
Now if only I wasn't starving. Jenn didn't have time to eat before she left this morning. There's some pringles in the desk at work tho. ^_^ That'll do for now.
Oh, I'm in a better mood. No particular reason for it, I just am.
current mood: okay
current music: Ken's got the classic rock station playing, so I don't know
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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11:36 am - Whining....
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Koushirou-kun, if Jenn can get online tonight and you want to cling to me, that'll be okay with me. I wouldn't mind doing a little Taishirou.... though I can't really think of any RP we got going that's a good Taishirou..... I mean, there's the yakuza, but that's not really fulfilling the Taishirou need, is it? Maybe we could work on that four-way thing with Daisuke and Ken? Remember the one we talked about at the con? Dai-chan needs to come apologize to you.
In other news.... Yeah, I'm depressed! So what? I'm allowed to be depressed and bitchy every now and then if I want to. It's due a lot to lack of RPs, I'm pretty sure. Jenn said she was going to do major postings on all the Escapism RPs, but she hasn't had the time to. I understand that, and as nice as that would be, that's really not the type of RP that I want anyway. I like back and forth interactive RPs, not posting on something every couple of days. I mean, it gets the job done, but it doesn't have the same emotional impact.
I'm a mess in every RP right now anyway. Cripes! I'm either being tortured or in the hospital or off in the Middle East somewhere. Bleh. But you know the RP that's really depressing me right now is Dani and Jenn's. I've been bashed in the head twice in the span of two days, and then hit with an Electroshocker attack. I was DEAD! Being dead is no fun. And now my stupid clone is running around with my crest, screwing my Yamato and doing his best to terrify Naraku.... it's soooo not nice to pick on Naraku. It will be sort of amusing when he pushes Rei down the stairs, though..... just kidding! It's not nice to push Rei down the stairs either, but it's very much not nicer to go after Naraku.
But, what's really getting me about that RP is what it all really means. Okay, so the digital copy took my crest and took my place. Meanwhile, I'm stuck in the Digital World, injured and about to be pursued by Piedmon's minions. But Yamato doesn't realize that because he can't feel me. He feels my crest in the copy and thinks he's me. Can you see why this is depressing? Not only for the obvious, but because it basically means that the only connection I have to Yamato is through the crests.... like our love is based solely on that or something..... like it doesn't matter what body he's got in front of him, it doesn't have to be me. As long as it's got the damn crest in it, then that's good enough.
Talk about feeling insignificant and unneeded.....
I'm playing "I'm With You" over and over and over and over again (it's driving Jenn crazy), because that's going to be my theme for this entire storyline. The lines about "isn't anyone trying to find me?" are good right now, because I'm in the Digital World, I can't feel anything, so I don't know if ccTai is hurting the people I love or not, but I'm trusting that they'll know he's not me. I'm trusting that they'll take him out and come searching for me. But they're not! >_< And the Digital World is really screwed up because my crest is in the wrong place. There's storms and darkness and it's freaking cold.... And the song will be good for later too when I have to give up my memories to Vandemon and I won't know who Yamato is when he does FINALLY come looking for me.... but it won't matter to me that I don't know who he is, because I'll love him anyway.
I'm standing on a bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you
Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind.
Yeah yeah...
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
but I... I'm with you
current mood:  depressed
current music: I'm With You by Arvil Lavigne... what the heck kind of name is that, anyway?
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| Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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9:28 am - Knowledge is Power!!
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Taichi-kitten bought lacy panties.
Taichi-kitten bought.
Taichi-kitten liked whips and chains.
Taichi-kitten liked.
Taichi-kitten was really horny.
Taichi-kitten was.
Taichi-kitten is the subject of the sentence.
And what the predicate says, he does!
*giggles* The effects of watching too much Schoolhouse Rock. Or just generally being a pervert. Or maybe both. But at least I'm learning! I never had any idea what a predicate was before, but putting it this way really makes grammar come alive! XD
current mood:  silly
current music: Ah! I forgot to download the song I was looking for!
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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5:48 am - Bah.....
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Well, since Jenn wouldn't let me use her journal to reply directly to Stacey, I'll just whine and complain in my own journal. So there.
Yamako..... okay, it's not that I have anything against Miyako, at all. She's a wonderful girl, like a little sister to me, plus she's squishy fun to hug and isn't afraid to play. That's all good stuff, and she's a good girl. But I don't think she and Yamato would pair up well. And why don't I think she and Yamato would pair up well?
Because..... YAMATO IS MINE!!!!! That's why.
Well.... I'm his. But it just don't look as dramatic to type "Because... I'm Yamato's!" in capital letters.
And while I'm complaining, I got two other things to grumble about too. The first is that I'm feeling much maligned in the SR RP and it pisses me off to no end that I'm being thought of as a bad father and I'm not even there to defend myself against such slander! They should think about asking Saionji whether or not he thinks I'm a bad father, because he would say that I'm not.
Also.... HEY! I'm dead here! Well, not completely dead, but mostly dead, and I'm tired of being dead while ccTai smooches on my Yamato! >_< My player really needs to get her ass online and RP, because these are intolerable situations. Then again... when I remember that the alternative to being dead is Myostismon..... then being dead doesn't seem that bad anymore....
current mood:  grumpy
current music: Moulin Rouge Come What May.............sigh
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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8:34 am - Hehh...
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You are Taichi Yagami. A leader and a good
athlete, you are laid back and cool. You like
to have a lot of fun, too.
What Digimon Boy (01-02) Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Good thing I got myself. I would have been really embarrassed if I hadn't!! Hey, the name of the person who made this quiz is Ishida Taichi! That's a name I can get behind! ^_~
Oi... you're right, Yamato... that's not a very good picture of Daisuke. Of course, that picture of Koushirou is pretty bad too. He looks like an orange bush! *laughs* Hey, I'm the only one they didn't use a bad screen shot for. I must be special. ^__^
current mood:  energetic
current music: Samantha Fox's I Only Want to Be With You, again. I love that song!
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| Monday, September 1st, 2003
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| Saturday, August 30th, 2003
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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7:39 am - Curssssssessssss.....
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So this morning Jenn tells me that I need to hurry up and finish my vampire sex with Yamato. Naturally I'm like "WTF?!" That's so totally not fair! I only waited for literally months for that sex and now she's telling me I gotta hurry through it?! I don't think so!
She says "C'mon, he's already carved a novel into your chest and stomach. What more do you want?"
I want SEX, damnit! And I don't want to rush through it. I want to take the time to enjoy Yamato when he's in that kind of mood. And besides! We're the main characters in that RP, and them players certainly put us through enough angst. We should be able to have all the sex we want when we get the chance. So, I ask Jenn why we're suppose to wrap it up. And she says, because Rei's been whining about wanting screen time.
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REI?!
I gotta wrap up MY sex because REI is whiny?! I tell you what... Rei can go take a flying fuck at the moon, because I am in the middle of some of the best sex in my life, and I AIN'T about to hurry through it for him. He can just WAIT! I mean, c'mon! He and Speed still have only had sex once in the RP, so what the hell does he think he's missing? Rei can wait. Me and Yamato are busy.
But, I said to Jenn, "Rei? Rei! Who the heck died and made him a main character?"
And she gives me that 'player' look... you know the one. The look that says she ain't had enough sleep to deal with me and if I know what's good for me, I best turn the volume down. And she says "No one, yet. But I'm sure we could arrange it."
...*ahem*
I'll be shutting up now..... ^^;;
current mood:  irritated
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| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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10:23 pm - I'm sure to get in trouble for this one....
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There's good things and bad things about the Yamato pillow. At times it is too realistic, and other times it's not.
For example: the Yamato pillow is nice to look at and is filled with fluff. This is realistic.
The Yamato pillow doesn't ignore me or tell me no before I've even done anything. This is unrealistic.
The Yamato pillow isn't fussy either.
:P *thhhbts in the general direction of Stacey's Yamato*
current mood: moody
current music: Ken's 02 image song... and yeah, it IS kinda creepy....
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
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9:29 pm - I want my SEX, damnit! ^_~
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I like Jenn's new cubicle at the bead store. We can have our own music in there, which keeps us occupied. Especially once we start fighting over who gets to play what. It's still boring there, but it's worth it to hear Jenn giggling when we start making comments about stuff. Like today. She's got a screen saver on the laptop that randomly shows pictures from a folder she stuffed full of pictures of some of her favorite anime guys. And of course it's got lots of pictures of us Digi-boys. So we're returning from the back office just in time to see Yamato flashing on the screen. I chirped "Oh baby!" and hugged the laptop, and Jenn had a little giggle-fit. Then later on me and Daisuke argued about who was gonna get to play the next song, cuz I wanted I Only Wanna Be With You and he wanted Can't Keep My Eyes Off of You, or whatever that song is called that he likes. And while we were sniping about it, Ken snuck in and put on Don't Get Me Wrong. The little sneak! ^_^
So, Jenn's work is pretty okay. And her co-worker Lyndsi knows about me! And asks about me sometimes. "How's Tai this morning?" She's not so bad. Miss RPing though. We all do. I want my VAMPIRE YAMATO!!!!!!! Glaaaaaaaaaaa........
Oh well. At least peeps are working and stuff. And you players gotta work, you know, so you can support US - your characters. So git to it!!
Meanwhile, I'm taking the Yamato pillow to bed tonight. And I suppose I'll have to throw it in the laundry in the morning. *GRIN* XD
Heh.... I just totally grossed Kenny out.
current mood: naughty
current music: I Only Wanna Be With You, by that Samantha Fox bimbo. Great song tho, fun to dance to and very bouncy. Yama would hate it. ^_^
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| Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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12:08 pm - That's just the way it is, baby!
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I need to put my player to bed. She's very tired. She and I had a very interesting typed conversation sometime during the night, tho. She asked me who I was and I told her I was her Sunburst. Pretty wild stuff. Kenny started getting into it a little too, but then he deleted everything he wrote, which was too bad because I thought he was really being smart about it all. But you know how Ken is.
*purrrrr* Feeling pretty good. ^_^ Jenn's sketching out a self-portrait of herself since it's been years since she's done one and I guess she was having an indentity and reality crisis or something tonight. Anyway, she's got herself and Daniel and Jenn the Raptoress in the picture, just like she did the last time she drew herself. But she added Ryoga and she's also got me and Kenny in there. ^_^ That makes both of us feel pretty special. Oh, and she's got Ikioi in it too. That sort of surprised everybody, including Jenn! I like Ikioi, tho. She's pretty cute. And since I've spent my life eating my mother's food, the poisons that "Eechan" puts in her cooking doesn't even bother me that much! *grin*
Life here is waaaay too interesting. XP Heee!
Anyway, now we gotta retreat from the computer room because Dino just woke up and he's already bein' noisy. I want some shrimp chips....
current mood:  mellow
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003
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7:02 am - Hnnnnnn.....
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Ugh. And that about sums it all up right there!
Saw this on the inspirational whiteboard at Jenn's Curves place: "There are some people who are like slinkies. They're not much good for anything, but you still can't hlp but smile when they tumble down the stairs."
Hallelujah. There's a few people I wouldn't mind giving a little push to so that they'll tumble. Jenn's husband comes to mind. Think I'll have to track down Shamrock-chan and see if her offer to set him on fire is still good. I'd do it myself, but I don't want to get implicated. Better to let her take the heat. Hee hee! I mean, take the blame. Though, that was pretty funny the other way.
current mood: annoyed
current music: That song by that Clay Akins guy or whatever his name is.
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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7:33 pm
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First of all, Jenn had another Digimon dream, tho this one wasn't as mind-blowingly pornographic as the last one was. Too bad! But it was interesting. Most of the team was hanging out in this really busy flashy game arcade. 'Cept I didn't see Ken and Koushirou there, so maybe they were off snoggin'. But anyway, Jun was there too with Miya and 'Kari and Sora, and was talking with Sora about Yamato and who he liked better. They kinda argued about it, then noticed that he was off elsewhere and not paying attention to them at all, so they staked out a spot where they'd be able to see the door, because they figured they'd see what girl he was leaving with and then they'd know who he was dating. Yamato left (and damn! He looked hot! Awesome leather pants and this neat black poet's shirt with all kinds of embroidery and gothic-looking beadwork on the front), but he didn't leave with anyone. So the girls were disappointed because their plan to find out who Yamato was seeing had failed. They were talking about this and not really paying attention to the door, except for Hikari. She was looking in that direction when she saw -me- leave, and since I was looking around rather shiftily, she figured out that I was leaving because I was gonna go hook up with the blonde (I was dressed interesting too. Dark pants that might have been leather, and a white shirt that's kinda like Malik's from YGO, it closed down the front and had little chains across it. I had my hair pulled back and I had glasses!! Very scholarly ones. o_o Pretty unlike me, but Ken mentioned that I looked very nice in them. Not sure I believe him).
So Hikari comes over to stop me from leaving and is very concerned because she's worried how our folks are going to react when they find out I'm gay and seeing another boy. We end up going out and sitting in the car with Yamato (it was -his- car, black and silver and sporty, and that means he was sitting in the driver's seat, because I'm sure he'd know better than to let me drive something that looked that nice!), and we all three talked about things. That part was a little hazy, because it was a dream. But Jenn remembers that Yamato's eyes were especially brilliant colored. And in the end, we convinced Hikari that everything would be all right. ^_^
Second of all, the 4th Digimon manga is not all that great. I mean, it's really rushing through the story, and it totally cut out anything that had to do with our parents being around when Myotismon was in the Real World. It also cut out the fact that the entire team took down VenomMyotismon ultimately!! All they showed was me and Yamato... which was nice and all because it was us and we're great, but the entire team defeated Mmon together, not just the two of us!! So that was pretty rotten. But at least there was some nice drawings of me and Yamato, and we DID get to hold hands!! Woooo!
Today me an Speed were being pretty rowdy at Jenn's work, because it's so damn boring there! Ken loves it because he gets to think and count and organize and do detective work and smart stuff like that. But me and Speed just die there and Jenn won't let us help count beads because for some reason she wants the count to be accurate. So we were being pretty noisy in her head and driving her right nuts. Til finally, she promised us that if we behaved, she'd let us pick out some beads and she'd make necklaces for each of us. 'Course Speed wants a necklace like the one he wore in that picture with him and 'Kari at the concert.... much to Jenn's dismay because her stupid store don't sell long rainbow colored beads like that (watching her sob with her head down on the desk was funny), but I spotted some neat black and orange striped art glass beads in a bin in the warehouse that I liked, so I started pawing through there to find other beads that would be cool, and before I knew it I had a whole collection of shit. Some more of those glass beads, but also some fiber optic ones and gold ones and a neat little blue kitty bell. >^^< But I wanted more, so Jenn promised that she'd make some with her sculpty stuff that she used to make all those Crests a couple of Christmases ago, and she's gonna re-make my CoC, only different. So once it gets done, I'm gonna have a pretty cool, very..... *pauses to ask Ken for a good word to use* ...... ec-lec-tic.... necklace.
Go me! ^_^ V
Now we're gonna watch League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, so I'm suppose to tell you all that we won't be online tonight. If any of you care. I'm sure you all got better things to do, but if that's the case then you're missing out because we are GREAT and you know you want our company. So there. :P
current mood: relaxed
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003
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6:55 pm - "O-ow. That landing totally crushed my angsty monologue."
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While we were stuck at the stupid gay bead store today, the more annoying of Jenn's co-workers played a good song that I decided I really liked. It's a great song for Yamato! Except that it's sung by a girl and has lots of references in it to the singer being a girl, but I like it for the sentiment, not the gender stuff. It fits very well.
However, I ain't saying what song it is, cuz I don't wanna tempt the wrath of multiple Yamato's from all across the multi-verse, and I know if I shared even the title of the song that's exactly what would happen. So, I'll just be keeping my words to myself, thank you very much. I ain't into THAT kind o punishment! :P
Volume three of the Digimon manga! I am great! As always. ^__^ There's a totally awesome picture of me too, that I'm gonna hafta scan so I have it. You know what, though? I don't think that manga-ka likes to draw Yamato because he's hardly ever in it. I don't like that. He's around some though..... and there's a really nice picture of him and Koushirou in this volume. REALLY nice. ................. :\
current mood:  jealous
current music: "Bitch" by Merideth Brooks *innocent whistle*
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